About

I stole this questionnaire from http://anaflyyy.blogspot.com/. If you read this, Anafly, thanks!

• Age: 17
• Height: 6'1"
• Weight: 
• Dress Size: 
• Highest Weight: 191 pounds
• Lowest Weight: 
• Goal Weight: 128.9 pounds
• Favorite Diet Food: vegetable soup, oatmeal, Diet Coke
• Favorite Binge Food: don't want to think about it
• Favorite Exercise: jogging and yoga
• Favorite Thinspo: high fashion models in editorials, the less extreme bones thinspo
• Where Do You Slip Up? eating when I''m bored
• Does Anyone Know? Someone knows that I was "sort of anorexic" last summer, but we're not very close. Apparently, I just tell people stuff. :/
• How Many Calories Do You Consume On a good day, under 900, as it makes a hundred calorie buffer between me and four digits.
• What Do You Think When You Look In The Mirror? A relatively attractive girl who is messing everything up, eating and otherwise.
• Are You In A Relationship? In my mind.
• Are You Depressed?  I think so. I'm not diagnosed, but that may change soon.
• Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? No. Though, I sometimes fantasize that I will get hit by a drunk driver, and not have to deal with my life anymore.
• Ever Been To A Psychologist? No. I wish. In America, they can tell your parents what you say until you're eighteen, and I don't want my mother to know what goes on in my head.

I AM:

[x] anorexic

[x] ednos

[ ] bulimic

[ ] living off diet pills

[ ] hungry

[x] thirsty

[ ] drinking something

[ ] Under 100lbs

[x] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:

[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic

[x] have called me fat

[x] have said I’m skinny

[ ] have said I’m ugly

[x] have said I’m pretty

[ ] spread rumors about me

[ ] force me to eat

[ ] say I eat too much

[x] wish I’d eat more

[x] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I WISH:

[x] I was THIN

[x] I had a better body

[x] I didn’t have to eat

[x] I could control myself

[ ] I was under 110lbs (not at my height)

[x] I could avoid food

[x] I could hide what I am

[x] I wasn’t fat

[ ] I was pretty

[ ] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:

[x] feeling hungry

[x] seeing a difference when fasting

[x] shaking

[x] feeling airy

[x] losing weight

[ ] being anorexic/bulimic

[x] green tea

[ ] diet pills

[x] being able to turn down food

[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:

[ ] I am shorter than 5’4

[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes

[x] I have many scars

[x] I wish my hair was a different color

[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color

[ ] I have a tattoo

[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance

[ ] I have/had braces

[x] I wear glasses

[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free

[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger

[ ]  I have more than 2 piercings

[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears

[x] I have freckles

FAMILY:

[x] I’ve sworn at my parents

[ ] I’ve run away from home

[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house

[x] My biological parents are together

[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old

[ ] I want to have kids someday

[ ] I’ve had children

[ ] I’ve lost a child

[ ] I can’t have children

RELATIONSHIPS:

[x] I’m single

[ ] I’m in a relationship

[ ] I’m engaged

[ ] I’m married

[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date

[x] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper (one boyfriend, one dumping)

[ ] I miss someone right now

[ ] I have a fear of abandonment

[ ] I’ve cheated in a relationship

[ ] I’ve gotten divorced

[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back

[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't (I meant it in the way you tell your friends you love them, and he didn't take it that way.)

[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did

[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

[ ] I’ve been ‘the other woman’

SEXUALITY:

[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex

[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher (It was a substitute, and he was 20 something  and really good looking.)

[x] I am a cuddler

[ ] I’ve kissed in the rain

[x] I’ve hugged a stranger (scavenger hunt with friends)

[ ] I have kissed a stranger

BAD TIMES:

[x] I’ve consumed alcohol

[ ] I regularly drink

[ ] I can’t swallow pills

[ ] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water

[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression (maybe soon)

[ ] I shut others out when I’m upset

[ ] I take anti-depressants

[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS

[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it

[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose

[ ] I’m addicted to self harm

[ ] I’ve woken up crying

[x] I’ve lost weight

[x] I’ve gained weight

[x] My weight holds me back

[ ] Weight consumes me

[ ] I’m at my thinnest

[ ] I’m at my biggest

[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off

[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back

[x] My weight affects my mood

[ ] I weigh myself daily

[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me

[ ] I thrive on compliments

[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size

[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry

[ ] I get depressed after I eat

[x] I’ve skipped a meal

[x] I’ve thrown food away

[x] I’ve spit food out

[x] I’ve fasted

[ ] I’ve taken diet pills

[ ] I’ve used laxatives

[ ] I’ve purged

[x] I exercise

[ ] I exercise so I can eat

[ ] I work out secretly

[ ] I work out daily

[ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

I'VE DONE:

[x] Weed

[ ] Cigarettes

[x] Alcohol

[ ] Diet pills

[ ] Pain killers

[ ] Sleeping pills

[ ] Anti-depressants

[ ] Ecstasy

[ ] LSD

[ ] Mushrooms

[ ] Speed

[ ] Cocaine

[ ] Other

HABITS:

[x] I keep my eating habits a secret

[x] I look at thinspo

[ ] I collect thinspo

[x] I count calories

[x] I’ve had negative intake days

[x] I avoid food

[x] I hate food

[x] I love food

[ ] I don’t want to be like this

[x] I wish I could have more control

[ ] Being thin is my top priority

[ ] I am in treatment

[ ] I’m doing this for me

[ ] I’m doing this for someone

[ ] I’m doing this to prove myself (I honestly don't know why I'm doing this.)